if life is given a role to play in a drama, say it is supposed to play a character, what would be that character like?? i can say this without any hesitation that it will be a hilarious character! it will be a mixture of tragedy n comedy n goodness n caprice!! it will be everything a human being is! that is,a good natured villain! or a bad person with goodness up to the brim!! how can that be possible? every single line is in contradiction here! but then human beings.....as life shows me now then.....are exactly like that!
i used to wish that people stuck to their sides,that is, good people stay good or be good all over and bad people be really bad n not show any goodness or anything at all,to be honest. but as i've grown up and understood this complicated world n its people....i've realized that nothing in this life is black or white.....sometimes both the colors mix and an area emerges called a gray area. n with this wisdom i armed myself, prepared to battle the world n the people in it! yet,again......life in its confusing n mind boggling ways has shaken my fundas again!!! i hate life! it plays with me! it is like an elder who hides its smile behind its hand when it sees a toddler like me trying to put a toy in the box! ooofff!!!
let me start with my personal n latest experiences!! there is a guy in my college that i really like......yep!! i know its pretty Clea Shae but bear with me here!! well, i like him n well....there is nothing more to it! i have never spoken to him n he has never spoken to me,we r almost strangers except that our eyes talk.......yeah........kill me!! now!! anyway,this has been going on for the last six months n strangely,the situation has become kind of like that his grp of friends are arch rivals of my grp of friends!!! n we have never spoken to each other!!!! how can that be possible??? of all things to happen!!!! n here is the strangest of all things......nobody likes him much. he is considered arrogant, self centered n what not n all this on the surface! which is true,by the way! but he sometimes shows unexpected emotions which are seriously not like him! ok,that aside- why dont people like him? men dont like him,women dont like him,elders dont like him! why?what r they threatened abt? what am i not threatened abt? that's why i believe life is one of the most hilarious,comic n melodramatic characters ever! things happen in such strange ways........
for now,as my fundas are shaken.......i have no wisdom to impart to myself...let alone others!!! lets see what happens.......
ak
i used to wish that people stuck to their sides,that is, good people stay good or be good all over and bad people be really bad n not show any goodness or anything at all,to be honest. but as i've grown up and understood this complicated world n its people....i've realized that nothing in this life is black or white.....sometimes both the colors mix and an area emerges called a gray area. n with this wisdom i armed myself, prepared to battle the world n the people in it! yet,again......life in its confusing n mind boggling ways has shaken my fundas again!!! i hate life! it plays with me! it is like an elder who hides its smile behind its hand when it sees a toddler like me trying to put a toy in the box! ooofff!!!
let me start with my personal n latest experiences!! there is a guy in my college that i really like......yep!! i know its pretty Clea Shae but bear with me here!! well, i like him n well....there is nothing more to it! i have never spoken to him n he has never spoken to me,we r almost strangers except that our eyes talk.......yeah........kill me!! now!! anyway,this has been going on for the last six months n strangely,the situation has become kind of like that his grp of friends are arch rivals of my grp of friends!!! n we have never spoken to each other!!!! how can that be possible??? of all things to happen!!!! n here is the strangest of all things......nobody likes him much. he is considered arrogant, self centered n what not n all this on the surface! which is true,by the way! but he sometimes shows unexpected emotions which are seriously not like him! ok,that aside- why dont people like him? men dont like him,women dont like him,elders dont like him! why?what r they threatened abt? what am i not threatened abt? that's why i believe life is one of the most hilarious,comic n melodramatic characters ever! things happen in such strange ways........
for now,as my fundas are shaken.......i have no wisdom to impart to myself...let alone others!!! lets see what happens.......
ak
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