the thing is that i really liked that guy, n the best part was that i thought he liked me too. my self esteem was so low that i used to think that this guy or any guy who showed interest in me was a really good person coz who would want to be with me? but after coming to college day after day n looking at people n hearing my friends tell me- i have started to believe that no! I'm not ugly,i'm not repellant that people cant bear to look at me coz that's what i thought! i'm pretty cute actually with shoving modesty in the cupboard for a minute!! n after my brother told me...my belief in myself has risen to great heights. he told me that i was,in fact, beautiful! n knowing him,i know he wasnt being nice,he was being honest n that has meant a lot to me!
the thing is this guy at college was one of the first guys i was interested in and seeing that my self esteem is going to take some time to grow up,i was flattered when he showed interest in me too. but the problem is he isnt a nice guy,he never was n i'm finally free of him. i'm free of him frm my thoughts n mind! i'm going forward to explore new avenues with a smarter brain for a change! this is the thing abt life....it surprises u! teaches u n gives a new twist here n there. thats why i've always found life a very interesting character n it has reaffirmed my belief in it again.
lets see what happens next...
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